Cure in a Bottle??

I haven't posted in some time. I'm working on my excuses. One of the major things stopping me from cooking, going to the gym, etc. is there is too much clutter in my life. It is only leading to a bunch of chaos and confusion. I never know where to start. For weeks, I have been digging in my drawer in the morning trying to find a matching pair of knee-his. Last week I got tired of it and dumped the whole pile on my bed. I told myself that when I got home, I was going to match the pairs together and throw out the extras. Then I moved on to the kitchen. I found that I had every flavor of smoothie mixes, vegetables, protein powders (soy and whey). I haven't started on my collection of vitamins. Then I had fiber tablets and powders. In the end, I felt wasteful. I realized that I have been looking for a "cure in a bottle." If another product promises something different then I rushed to buy it. It's only left me with a pile of things that I don't use. While I had good intentions, I only got these things wanted all the pain to erase itself.

Well last week once I started cleaning things out I noticed that my eating also became different. I started cooking for one and packing my lunch. Even if there was nothing to eat I just didn't want to pick up anything out. I was tired of fries altogether.

I'm kick starting the protocol in January. I won't fool myself into thinking it will work in December. I can no longer live a lie.

One of my coworkers sent me a link about cleaning out the "junk in your trunk." Evne if you aren't religious, you can get the message. It really felt like myself. Not knowing how to deal with something so I just tossed it aside. Now I'm busting out at the seams and not knowing which emotions to deal with first.

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