Lucky Me - TOM

I actually hate this period in my life. I barely want to get out of bed in the morning. My weight is holding so I won't complain. At this rate I just want to lose weight. I feel like I'm retaining fluid too. I guess that's why some people wait until afterwards. I just didn't want to wait any longer. Today I won't beat myself up over anything because the other day I was thinking even if I had lost 1 lb. per week all of last year I would be in a better place.

I know I won't feel like going to the gym feeling like this but I need to pick up on it next week. I bet if I push myself to go the first time I will feel a lot better. Lately I've been feeling like some roadkill :-)