Thursday, July 3, 2008

Being Perfect

When I think about my success (I have had a few) and failures with this diet, my biggest one is trying to be perfect. Every day I start the diet and the slighest slipup turns my perfect day into a failure. Then I spend the rest of the day messing it up so I can start the next day fresh. This has only left me lagging behind in weight loss results. I wanted to be an example to so many struggling but who is really able to do anything 100% right.

I have spent my whole life listening to people convince me that I am someone else. Now I am confused and trying to find the real me. I have put other people's feelings ahead of my own yet I am left to deal with my own hurt. It has made me a stronger person and losing weight will make me a better one. One of my new friends put my picture on his website. He actually kept asking me to get in pictures. I wouldn't dare say it but I was thinking I bet I am going to look so fat. Then I heard others going down to the beach and saying don't look at me in my bathing suit. I was wishing I looked like that in mine. So my lesson learned is everyone has flaws, there is no need in blowing up mine.

Have a safe and wonderful 4th of July!

3 Comments:

Blogger ShalomSerene said...

Howdy, Cherie!
I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers for success! I also wanted to suggest that you check out my recipes for Pudding, Popcorn and soups at the Recipes page on
http://HCGCoach.com
You will want to get some Miracle Noodles and Konjac Flour (links are right there in the recipes) as well as some Protein Powder, but I think you may find this will help you with the variety, bulk/fiber, and downright extra stuff to eat that you seem to need, just like I did, to not suffer on the Protocol. Please let me know if you decide to try some of my recipes and how you like them. I really believe they have been inspired and I know I would have probably not done so well without them.
Blessed, healthy, prosperous & FREE BE,
B'Shem Yeshua,
with love from
Shalom!

July 3, 2008 at 1:01 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

My thoughts are that it is a very long life, and in that life you can live many different lives. If that makes sense.

It seems that your on your way into a new phase of your life Cherie. Congragulations.

July 3, 2008 at 5:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

who is perfect in this life really, i aggree with Kat, life can be very long and we tend to live it in stages, starting from high school, through the 20's and it seems like every decade at least for me there are some major changes in my life and i cant even imagine living how i did in the previous stage. I have faith in a few years you will be past your goal weight and all the guys will be hanging off you and being big you wont even remember.

July 7, 2008 at 3:10 PM  

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