Wow

My best response for this morning is, "Wow." To sum it up, I just managed to tell my aunt about my award and sent her a picture. When she stated how astonished she was, I told her I was amazed myself and underestimate myself. I only meant that my accomplishments honestly felt easy to come by. Some people really had to struggle for something. It's not saying that I am not deserving but that it feels like a small portion compared to what others have done in the world. Well she responds back that I have low self esteem. Now everyone I have told this are trying to figure it out as well. While I have issues with my weight, I've never thought of it as making me an undersirable person as a whole. I sent her a long reply back addressing that one.

So then last night I'm coming home and this huge truck in front of me tire bust. It happened so sudden that I hit the tire piece and never thought about it. I go outside this morning and there is a huge dent in the side of my bumper. Why didn't I get the license plate? I was on the highway and the man kept going. Then it was dark and I'm sure the number of the plate was not correct. I couldn't even read a state on it. It's just a live and learn situation. I've never had this happen to me before.