In a Rut

Don't ask me where I've been because I'm not sure either. :-) I really have been in a rut. Same ole, same ole. I think I've been by myself for so long that I am literally tired. It only bothers me subconsciously. I make certain decisions and say why be bothered. I last recorded my weight on 2/11. Two weeks later I jump on the scale and I'm the same weight. I'm not shocked but I have to put this in gear. I've been keeping up with everyone else's blog but have neglected to post on my own or read the comments.

Ta ta for now.

One Week Later

Well it is a week since my last post. I didn't realize it had been so long. This weather is kicking my butt. First I was sick, then I had TOM, now I am getting sick again. I really did use my sickness and then TOM as a excuse. I've been so run down. I just printed out the new gym schedules and hopefully they have something I enjoy. I like aerobics and dance. I love Zumba and have a class pass but it takes 30 minutes to get to from home. Now that it is colder I don't feel like joy riding. Well, I'll catch up on everyone's posts when I get home. I can post at work but not read anything from the blogs.

Lucky Me - TOM

I actually hate this period in my life. I barely want to get out of bed in the morning. My weight is holding so I won't complain. At this rate I just want to lose weight. I feel like I'm retaining fluid too. I guess that's why some people wait until afterwards. I just didn't want to wait any longer. Today I won't beat myself up over anything because the other day I was thinking even if I had lost 1 lb. per week all of last year I would be in a better place.

I know I won't feel like going to the gym feeling like this but I need to pick up on it next week. I bet if I push myself to go the first time I will feel a lot better. Lately I've been feeling like some roadkill :-)

Down 2.8 lbs in a week

It could have been better but it is an accomplishment. The weather has been the worst. One minute its snowing and the next minute you can have a picnic outside. I think I had the flu the other day and stayed home from work. I had some things I shouldn't have eaten but what helped is I didn't have much of it.

I keep saying I need to go to the gym but it has been hard for me to get out of bed all weekend. I can't blame it on being sick too much but I just felt drained. Not like before on this diet but maybe I should take the potassium.